Sunday, July 23, 2006
16:18
Just because my eyes do not tear does not mean my heart does not cry.
And just because I pretend to be strong
does not mean there's nothing wrong.
Often, I choose to pretend I'm happy
so I don't have to explain myself to people who would never understand.
Smiling has always been easier than explaining why I'm sad.
Friday, March 10, 2006
19:10
To Him....Habeeto Beeny W Been Nefsy.
..W Ma'aolteloosh A'ally fi nefsy..
...Maa'rafshy Eeh Beye7saly Lama Bashoof 3eneeh...
.Maba2etsh 3arfa a2olo Eeh.
..Ma3rafshy Leeh Khabeet 3aleeh..
...Bad3af Awy Wana Ganbo We Basalem 3aleeh...
.kol 7ob el donia deya fi alby leek.
..danta aghla el nas 3alaya ro7y feek..
...danta law odam 3enaya ashta2 eleeeek...
.3ala baly.
..wala enta dary belly garaly..
...wel el layaly...
.seneen taweela sebtehaly.
..ya ensheghaly..
...be kol kelma 2oltahaly...
.el kalam law kan ye3abar 3an el 7anan.
..kont 2olt eny ba7ebak men zaman..
...kol youm el shoo2 beyelbar 3alaya baan...
Saturday, March 04, 2006
19:49
*ARGH*Im Still Work..
My Head's Spinning~!
I Feel Like Banging My Head Against The Wall~! Help~!
It Hurts~
-Grrr..Still Gotta Wait For My Boss-
I Am At The Lowest Point In Life..
Yes..I Have Everything...
Having A Good Job..Good Pay..
Happy Family..
But Just Something In My Life Is Missing..
* I Miss Him *
'He' Called Last Night..Crying!
Its Funny How A Guy Would Weep But ..Gosh~!
Things Are Just Complicated Now..
His Mum Told Him TO Be Strong & She Supports Him In Everything HE Does
& Encourage Him To Get WHatever HE Wants..
But On The Other Side.... *Argh*
I Feel Like Giving Everything Up..
Im Lost~!
Aunt Called Today..
Granny's Missin' Me..
Better Visit That Poor Old Woman Soon.. *Wush*
I Need My Medicine~!!!
I Hate that SON OF A GUN~!
Hes A Pain In My Ass..
I Dont Wanna Rely On People Now..
Ive Got TO Stand Up For My Rights..~!
Oh What Else Am I thinking?
I Need A Breaaakkkkkkk~!
BAhamas Anyone? Hehe...
Peace..One Love...
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
23:06
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Heh. I Know I Havent Been Writing For Farrrr Toooo Loooong..
Been Busy And There Really Is Not Much To Say..
Basically Am Trying To Get Myself In School With No Money..
Then There's Me Being Bored To Death At Work With No Customers And Having To Work Till 7pm.. So Tired Sia...
But Oklah Uh.. Im Getting A Good Pay Now Since Ive Been Promoted
& A Franchise Of My Own~! (,") Alhamdullilah...
Fuck~!Cant Wait For My Next Pay...
Needs To Go Shopping Soooo badly...
I Need A HairCut Too...
I Wanna Cut Like Sherine (Above) & Highlight It To Red But Mmmm...
Someone's Not Keen About The Idea.. Argh~!
Anyways...
Im Missing U So Much..Yes U..Thats right..Ana Bahebak Ya Habibie~!
Ummm.. Gonna Tuck In.
Morning Glory Tomorrow~!
Damn~!
So Many Work~! Grrr...
*Dont Forget To Tag*
*Signing Off*
I Swear I Could See Cobwebs Everywhere In Here..
Fuck~!
Its Been Such A Long Time Since I Last Updated This Stupid Shit.
As Usual, I'm Here To Ramble About My Life Yet Again.
Pretty Sure Its Getting Dull By The Minute.
But Guess Not As Long As Baby Is With Me Through My Ups & Downs Each Day.
Thanks For Being Patient & Understanding. *Moopsaaa*
Problems Are Not Going To Solve Themselves Out,You Jolly Well Know What I Mean. Crap~
haVe U Ever LiVed my LifE? sPeNt oNe MinuTe iN my ShOes?
iF u HavEnt,tHen Why u Judge mE as U do?
All These While, People Have Been Judgin' Me etc.
Until Recently, I Actually Gathered The Courage To Stand Up To Them And Turn The Tables Around.
Yes, They've Driven Me Nuts. And Finally... I've Had Enough. It's Very Frustrating To Have People Breathin' Down Ur Neck All The Time.
I'm Breaking Free From All The Weights That Have Been Pulling Me Down.
It's time for me now.
I Have To Be An Iron Like A Lion In A Zion~! :DD
***She's Flying Without Wings @ 7.17pm***
P.S: Thanks Shortie For This Adobe Pics..~! U Rock~!
1. Who's your love?
^_^..Amr Diab
2. Do you believe in the saying that goes "First love never dies"?
-It died for me though..'Kentang'..Rings a bell?
3. How do you know when it's really love?
-Its like Its been to long and im lost without him..What am i gonna do? Say ive been needing u ..Wanting U..When I feel Ive lost a part of Me?
4. Do you know when someone likes you?
-Maybe..Im a bit slow though..
5. Is love lie the second time around?
-I think Something is wrong somewhere here..
6. What' s your opinion about the saying LOVE IS BLIND?
-I think people who fall in love are the Blind ones.. hehe
8. Will you ever fall in love with your bestfriend?
-I wouldnt want to ruin our beautiful..sweet relationship/friendship
9. What's your type of girl/boy?
-Someone who has strong characters..Strong beliefs in His Religion..
10. Do you express your feelings openly?
-Sometimes..
11. What do you dislike in a girl/boy?
-Possesive..Violent..Cant respect a woman..
12. Who's your crush?
-I think the Question Should be Crushees :P
13. Do you have a bf/gf?
-For me to know..for u To find out!
14. Is it possible for you to fall in love with anolder man or woman?
-Been there Done that?
15. Eh younger?
-*Smiles*
16. Is it possible for you to fall in love withyour cousin?
-Muahahaha..Its either they are too old ; married or they're still peanuts
17. How hard is a break-up?
-If U know how to handle it..Its fine!
18. Are you a heartbreaker?
- Heartbreaker..I got the best of U..But u can just keep on coming back~
19. What do you do after a break?
-Go to the club and find for the next victim?? hehe
20. Do you swear never to fall in love again?
-Yesh..Wanted to celebrate my singlehood again until someone inspired me to be better..challenge me for the better :)
21. What's the greatest lesson you've learned regarding love?
-The greatest thing u'll ever learn is to love....n be love....in return~(hollor n fall down the stage platform...).....haha...replica of Moulin Rouge..
22. Can you marry someone you don't love and hope that love will grow from that?
-Why not? Thats what my parents went through,baby!
23. What do you think of loving a person with different religion?
-Ill be honoured to make him convert to my religion.. at the same time, im doing a good deed,no? But i know its hard to maintain the relationship..There'll be so many obstacles..
24. What's your view about premarital sex?
-100% against it.. Those who think that thats a way to show ur love towards ur other half..URE DUMB!
25. Finish the sentence. Love is...
Love is ridiculously a heart-warming and heartbreaking essense of everyone's life...No one can say they ever lived if they have never been thru this stage....be it frenship love or family love or bgr...
I am in the pink of health & Yeah Mums getting better..3lhamdullilah!
Yeh! Yeh! I am so Happy today! Finally,I received Sherine Wahab's Full Album..Thanks to the Egyptians Community in Efte..
Shukran..U Rock! *Smiles* (Im still waiting for Amr Diab's new album,boy!) *Winks*
Oh Boy! I am so in Love with Sherine's Album..Dope! She Pours her feelings,man~Like she put her Heart & Soul in it..Her tracks makes me wanna CRY..wanna SCREAM..wanna DANCE etc..Love it!
*Kont ba7ebak awyy ya 7abiby..Lama beteb3ed bastana2* (,")(",)
*Sigh* PDC again today..Didnt went home for lunch today..Instead I went Le Meridien Hotel..Chilled with Sis And made full use of her coupon! *Muahahaha..*
Hey,Thanks Haseenah for that site's link..[Gotterdammerung]!
Fat Ass..! He's such a pain in my ASS.. Sissy & Me really had a ball of time in his site..*Evil Laugh* Critisized him..Cursed him..Made Fun of him..Most of all Gave him a piece of mind..! Thank God we had so many supporters too! Hehe..I mean..look..U can talk about races..I dont give a shit BUT..Religion?? Damn it! Nothing U said can make me Untrue to my God..*Allahu Akhbar* I guess U gotta do lotsa homework before U say something,baby..!'Rodents' & Muslims are 2 different thing altogether..
Why Do u hate rodents(Malay) so much? Cause Ur momma left Ur Daddy for A Rodent? Cause Rodents dont have to pay their School fees?
Cause U cant fuck a Rodent? *Oh how Sad..*
Ure hoping to achieve the best blogger award by writing those craps?
-Look,I can go on now till tomorrow but I shant-
Whatever it is,I have to fight for my Religion rights!
Argh~
^Oh my!Wherever I go,I seem to smell Sheesha! HEEEELP!~ hehe^
*Signing Off*
Been Busy And There Really Is Not Much To Say..
Basically Am Trying To Get Myself In School With No Money..
Then There's Me Being Bored To Death At Work With No Customers And Having To Work Till 7pm.. So Tired Sia...
But Oklah Uh.. Im Getting A Good Pay Now Since Ive Been Promoted
& A Franchise Of My Own~! (,") Alhamdullilah...
Fuck~!Cant Wait For My Next Pay...
Needs To Go Shopping Soooo badly...
I Need A HairCut Too...
I Wanna Cut Like Sherine (Above) & Highlight It To Red But Mmmm...
Someone's Not Keen About The Idea.. Argh~!
Anyways...
Im Missing U So Much..Yes U..Thats right..Ana Bahebak Ya Habibie~!
Ummm.. Gonna Tuck In.
Morning Glory Tomorrow~!
Damn~!
So Many Work~! Grrr...
*Dont Forget To Tag*
*Signing Off*
Sunday, February 19, 2006
19:04
I Swear I Could See Cobwebs Everywhere In Here..
Fuck~!
Its Been Such A Long Time Since I Last Updated This Stupid Shit.
As Usual, I'm Here To Ramble About My Life Yet Again.
Pretty Sure Its Getting Dull By The Minute.
But Guess Not As Long As Baby Is With Me Through My Ups & Downs Each Day.
Thanks For Being Patient & Understanding. *Moopsaaa*
Problems Are Not Going To Solve Themselves Out,You Jolly Well Know What I Mean. Crap~
haVe U Ever LiVed my LifE? sPeNt oNe MinuTe iN my ShOes?
iF u HavEnt,tHen Why u Judge mE as U do?
All These While, People Have Been Judgin' Me etc.
Until Recently, I Actually Gathered The Courage To Stand Up To Them And Turn The Tables Around.
Yes, They've Driven Me Nuts. And Finally... I've Had Enough. It's Very Frustrating To Have People Breathin' Down Ur Neck All The Time.
I'm Breaking Free From All The Weights That Have Been Pulling Me Down.
It's time for me now.
I Have To Be An Iron Like A Lion In A Zion~! :DD
***She's Flying Without Wings @ 7.17pm***
P.S: Thanks Shortie For This Adobe Pics..~! U Rock~!
Sunday, August 28, 2005
15:29
Love is...
1. Who's your love?
^_^..Amr Diab
2. Do you believe in the saying that goes "First love never dies"?
-It died for me though..'Kentang'..Rings a bell?
3. How do you know when it's really love?
-Its like Its been to long and im lost without him..What am i gonna do? Say ive been needing u ..Wanting U..When I feel Ive lost a part of Me?
4. Do you know when someone likes you?
-Maybe..Im a bit slow though..
5. Is love lie the second time around?
-I think Something is wrong somewhere here..
6. What' s your opinion about the saying LOVE IS BLIND?
-I think people who fall in love are the Blind ones.. hehe
Well yeah wHen ure madly in love..All bad points turned to be cute or sweet..
7. Will you do everything for the person you love?
-To a Certain Extent..Yeah!
7. Will you do everything for the person you love?
-To a Certain Extent..Yeah!
8. Will you ever fall in love with your bestfriend?
-I wouldnt want to ruin our beautiful..sweet relationship/friendship
9. What's your type of girl/boy?
-Someone who has strong characters..Strong beliefs in His Religion..
Who can guide me through in Life..
10. Do you express your feelings openly?
-Sometimes..
11. What do you dislike in a girl/boy?
-Possesive..Violent..Cant respect a woman..
12. Who's your crush?
-I think the Question Should be Crushees :P
13. Do you have a bf/gf?
-For me to know..for u To find out!
14. Is it possible for you to fall in love with anolder man or woman?
-Been there Done that?
15. Eh younger?
-*Smiles*
16. Is it possible for you to fall in love withyour cousin?
-Muahahaha..Its either they are too old ; married or they're still peanuts
17. How hard is a break-up?
-If U know how to handle it..Its fine!
18. Are you a heartbreaker?
- Heartbreaker..I got the best of U..But u can just keep on coming back~
19. What do you do after a break?
-Go to the club and find for the next victim?? hehe
Or heAd down to Arab street tO smoke Sheesha!
20. Do you swear never to fall in love again?
-Yesh..Wanted to celebrate my singlehood again until someone inspired me to be better..challenge me for the better :)
21. What's the greatest lesson you've learned regarding love?
-The greatest thing u'll ever learn is to love....n be love....in return~(hollor n fall down the stage platform...).....haha...replica of Moulin Rouge..
22. Can you marry someone you don't love and hope that love will grow from that?
-Why not? Thats what my parents went through,baby!
23. What do you think of loving a person with different religion?
-Ill be honoured to make him convert to my religion.. at the same time, im doing a good deed,no? But i know its hard to maintain the relationship..There'll be so many obstacles..
24. What's your view about premarital sex?
-100% against it.. Those who think that thats a way to show ur love towards ur other half..URE DUMB!
25. Finish the sentence. Love is...
Love is ridiculously a heart-warming and heartbreaking essense of everyone's life...No one can say they ever lived if they have never been thru this stage....be it frenship love or family love or bgr...
Love is beautiful when u fall in with the right person (",)
+♥♥♥+
+♥♥♥+
Sunday, August 21, 2005
14:53
*Ahlan Wa Sahlan People*I am in the pink of health & Yeah Mums getting better..3lhamdullilah!
Yeh! Yeh! I am so Happy today! Finally,I received Sherine Wahab's Full Album..Thanks to the Egyptians Community in Efte..
Shukran..U Rock! *Smiles* (Im still waiting for Amr Diab's new album,boy!) *Winks*
Oh Boy! I am so in Love with Sherine's Album..Dope! She Pours her feelings,man~Like she put her Heart & Soul in it..Her tracks makes me wanna CRY..wanna SCREAM..wanna DANCE etc..Love it!
*Kont ba7ebak awyy ya 7abiby..Lama beteb3ed bastana2* (,")(",)
*Sigh* PDC again today..Didnt went home for lunch today..Instead I went Le Meridien Hotel..Chilled with Sis And made full use of her coupon! *Muahahaha..*
Hey,Thanks Haseenah for that site's link..[Gotterdammerung]!
Fat Ass..! He's such a pain in my ASS.. Sissy & Me really had a ball of time in his site..*Evil Laugh* Critisized him..Cursed him..Made Fun of him..Most of all Gave him a piece of mind..! Thank God we had so many supporters too! Hehe..I mean..look..U can talk about races..I dont give a shit BUT..Religion?? Damn it! Nothing U said can make me Untrue to my God..*Allahu Akhbar* I guess U gotta do lotsa homework before U say something,baby..!'Rodents' & Muslims are 2 different thing altogether..
Why Do u hate rodents(Malay) so much? Cause Ur momma left Ur Daddy for A Rodent? Cause Rodents dont have to pay their School fees?
Cause U cant fuck a Rodent? *Oh how Sad..*
Ure hoping to achieve the best blogger award by writing those craps?
-Look,I can go on now till tomorrow but I shant-
Whatever it is,I have to fight for my Religion rights!
Argh~
^Oh my!Wherever I go,I seem to smell Sheesha! HEEEELP!~ hehe^
*Signing Off*